Yesterday morning i can't understand my self, I felt like depressed and tired. I was not in the mood for the whole day. I started to open my audio Bible but it doesn't penetrate to my heart.
I just tried to surf internet and try to start writing my blogs but i couldn't start even a word, so I decided to just rest and lean on my pillow which i used for my seat.
It was a bad day for me, my hubby called me how i feel but i just told him i am fine, he said he just suddenly think about me while he was having his tutorial.
After school I went directly to him in his tutorial and helped him with the kids he was teaching. In our way home I looked very down and he asked me what is going on with me, I started tearing and said i don't know I just feel down and drained. He did not say anything. He kept quite until we reached home.
He just let me rest in our room while he prepared our dinner, I am very grateful to God for my ever loving husband, he is very calm and Godly person, while he was cooking he prayed and asked God for wisdom.
After he finished everything he called me to get down for our dinner, I ate few spoon of rice and small pieces of fish, i don't have appetite.
I went up to our room and changed my dress and went to the bathroom, i saw little blood spot. I was worried, and called him up and told him right away.
He asked me to come with him on the bed and start praying. I know he was very worried. We start praising God and prayed. He asked me to say a prayer and i start crying to God and pray. While i was worshiping and praising him, i was released with my depressed feeling and suddenly i felt something joy in my heart.
I really thank God for He always remind us to trust in Him in all our worries and anxieties. My hubby comforted me with God's word and prayed for me.
Thank God for whenever you ask and called His name He is always present and our help.